On inspiration

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This was a hard one.

Somehow, somewhere I got fixed on the idea that I should write about inspiration. Something in my brain made me adamant that I have to write about one of the vaguest and most abstract emotions/force in the creative stratosphere. This was a tough one because when I started to question myself about the topic, I started to wonder what do I really know about inspiration anyways? I already had a hard time defining it for myself, so I was bound for a rocky ride. But hey, since my brain had already made its mind – I might as well try.

 

I think the first time I started to think this subject was couple of months ago, when I was e-mail interviewed by a student, and she brought up the subject of where I got my inspiration. It wasn’t the first time I was asked this, nor will be the last. To be honest, it’s kind of safe question with no real depth behind it since it simplifies the whole creative process, but I played along – not wanting to upset the student – and I listed a few authors, some artists, and history, and nature, and so on until the list was a just big collection of random names and events, and left me feeling very uninspired by it.

Not because the artists or creators were uninspiring, but because I felt like I left something unsaid. But the student was happy to get his homework done, I got my five minutes of meaningless glory, and so life went on.

 

But I couldn’t leave the matter alone.

 

Since then, I’ve tried to analyze and think harder what inspiration really is, and I’ve come to a few conclusions that I’ll try to share with you. Bare with me if it’s hard to follow, for I’m still figuring out things for myself.

 

 

1. Inspiration is potential.

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We all have these sparks of inspiration when we feel “Oh I could do this!” or “I want to start doing that!”. This trusting feeling that made you feel like you just found a meaning to life’s existence, your true calling. You get it when you see amazing youtube-drawing tutorials from beginning to end, you get it when you read about how to become an artist in a few easy steps, or when your friends tell you how they quit their jobs to follow their own lifelong dreams.

 

Inspiration is the feeling I get when I can see a clear goal broken down into tangible tasks that are easy to follow and fun to perform. That’s why it’s very easy for us creative types to blurb out names of other artists when asked about it; those artists symbolize something that we understand mechanically. I can break down a painting and recreate its essential points and compositions, just as I can do the sam with stories, and when I answer with just a name as my inspiration – it probably means that I have interest to someday, somewhere make something similar.

 

2. Inspiration needs action.
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But that’s the thing about inspiration, if you don’t do anything about, it’ll just go to waste. Ideas are cheap, goes the saying. We can all come up with great, fabulous ideas for worlds and stories, but without the stamina and the mindset to sit down and perform, no one will ever hear about them. It’s easy to get the thrill of inspiration and talk to your friends about it, but then fall back down as you start to feel the pressure. I’ve seen it happen many times to good people, who lose their willpower after the momentum is gone, so make sure that once you’re hit with your lightning, don’t stop running until you have something to show for it.

 

When young artists ask me how many hours they have to paint per week to become a concept artist, I say at least twenty-five for four years. Some are terrified by this amount of work they have to do. But to be honest, it’s not too bad, just three-and-half hours a day. If you’re patient and smart, you’ll get there. But, imagine how good you’d be if you worked eighty hours a week. Just imagine.

 

For anyone wondering, during my student days, I painted something like thirty-to-forty hours a week. I always preferred to work smart, rather than excessively hard, and always towards to a balanced portfolio. My routine was to paint one really big painting per week, and then take few days off, and then start all over again.

 

Now, that I’m also studying writing besides my full-time concept art work, I wonder if I’m putting enough hours behind it. It’s my personal struggle that I try to balance with healthy eating, sleeping, and absolute lack of social life, and while I’m not working on it as hard as I used to work on concept art during my student years,. But I’m at least three times smarter now, and hopefully that counts for something.

 

 

3. Inspiration inspires.
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Best part about inspiration, be it small or big, is completing it. Getting it done and gaining confidence, for when that next strike of inspiration comes, it’s so much easier to avoid getting depressed when you realize how much work it will require from you.

 

I advice you start with small tangible tasks and pump yourself full of endorphin and happy memories of one successful project after another, for when you start that big one, it’s a lot less daunting.

Now go do some work!

 

Special thanks to Kaija for the baby-photos. They were inspiring.

Love,
Silver

Tweet tweet me all your baby-photos @runfreakrun or leave a comment below!

 

700+ Facebook likes! Let’s get a thousand?

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As work on Run Freak Run continues almost daily, I just noticed to my delight that we’ve passed 700 Facebook likes on Facebook-page. I know, I know – It’s not much – but it’s something – It means that a considerable sum of people have read our work, been impressed, and cared enough to show their support. It’s not much in the billions of humans around the world, but it’s something, and we’re proud of it. Now let’s make it a thousand – and we’ll be extra happy!

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Let’s make it a thousand FB likes, witches!

Yesterday I pitched the ending of RFR to Kaija and she was impressed. Not only was she impressed, but also disturbed, shocked and slightly confused. And thus, she gave me her official sign of approval. Fear not though, we’re still a long time from RFR ending. Just stay tuned and enjoy the ride for now. :)

 

And to show off our (Kaija’s) hard work, I took new behind-the-scenes photos of what she’s working on now. Enjoy!

 

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Love,

Silver

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Ode to self-learning

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Ode copyWhat can I say about self-learning? Well, I owe my job and my skills as a concept artist to being self taught.

I have no official qualifications to pursue any of my side projects or hobbies either. But who has? Picking it up out of interest and working at it as long as it makes you happy. Isn’t that the definition of a hobby anyways?

And with the hours you put into it and the research and learning you do, you get good at it. There’s no final exam before you can start working or gathering revenue from whatever it is that you’ve taught yourself.

I think the thing I most love about self-learning is that you can move at exactly the pace you need to move. You can either let the skill develop organically or (if you’re as goal oriented as I am) you can set deadlines and manage your progress through completing projects or breaking them down into tasks.

Self directed learning forces you to become a better problem solver, because information is rarely handed to you in a neat package. You either have to come to your own solutions or learn to find the answers you are seeking.

Whether it’s a hobby or a career path that you want to pursue, being self taught speaks of a passion deep enough that you’re willing to dedicate your time to it, whether it’s mornings, days, evenings or nights.

And finally it speaks of self improvement and a will to change.

 

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Skillshare is one of my new finds in the self-learning category. It’s an online learning community with short classes on design, business and many other topics. You pay a monthly fee of $9.95 to get access to most videos on the site. With this link you can get one month free trial.

These are a couple of classes that I found and that I particularly liked. So much so, that they made me want to share this site with you guys:

 

Yuko Shimizu – Mastering Inking: Basic and Pro Techniques

This class is taught by a great Japanese illustrator, Yuko Shimizu. She goes through the basic setup for inking and reveals some nice tips and techniques along the way. More for beginners but still nice to watch, and I too leaned a couple of new things.

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Seth Godin – The Modern Marketing Workshop

Seth Godin will give you a look into the mindset for thinking about marketing today and provide a framework of rules to get you started. I liked this class a lot, especially the two case studies he talks to towards the end and I found it easy to apply what I heard to my way of thinking.

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Anya Ayoung Chee – Garment Construction: Introduction to Draping

I love fashion design and I like sewing my own clothes whenever I have the time. Anya Ayoung Chee, who won the 9th season of Project Runway (both me and Silver are crazy about that show) shows the basics of draping and then transferring that to a pattern and a finished garment. Again, this is more for beginners, but even knowing this much you can already apply that knowledge to a vast amount of designs. I would recommend it if you have any interest in sewing!

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James Victore – Radical Typography: What Do You Have to Say?

James Victore is an art director, author, designer and filmmaker. In this class he teaches to think of typography not as a typeface composition, but as a strong way of expressing those powerful thoughts that deserve to have an impact. Letting go of perfection and thinking of creative solutions to every problem.

Suffice it to say, it got me pumped up!

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Tell me if you checked out any of the classes or if you have any thoughts on self-learning. You can do that through twitter or here in the commets below :)

 

Smiles,

Kaija

 

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Humble RFR: pay what you want art!

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To celebrate one and half years of Run Freak Run, we give our readers the chance to pay-what-they-want for RFR originals. We only ask for the minimium contribution of 20 dollars for the posting and packaging.

To start off, we’ve put four RFR originals that we love for sale, and let you go at it – and if all goes well, we hope to repeat it soon in the future!

The pages are hand drawn meticulously by Kaija on an A3 bristol paper with sumi-e inks. Each page comes signed by the artist, and with a large thank you for taking the RFR journey with us!

After your purchase, you can enter a message where you can leave your contact information. In case you miss that, we will contact your purchase e-mail to ask you for a shipping address, and then take care of the rest!

While you’re at it, check out the pay-what-you-want ebook with an exclusive RFR story and edited articles. We worked hard to make it worth your while and we’d think you’d enjoy it!

 

Thanks,
Silver & Kaija

 

Before.

“Before the empire of the Mermen,
before the Dominion of the Dragons,
before the Kingdom of Atlantis.”

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Alive

“The curse of the chain made the girl feel
Alive;
Forget boredom, forget loneliness, forget your life.
Just swing and swing and you’ll feel
Fine.”

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YAAAAAWN!

“Summer has began, the cats are out, and there’s not a more peaceful place to sleep for Inquisitor Two.

“But no matter how much you sleep, your real troubles won’t go away, Two.”

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See you, kiddo.

“One. This was …nice, we should to this more often.”

“…Sure. See you kiddo.”

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Let us know what you think of this humble pay-what-you-want experiment via comments/facebook or tweeting us. We’re always looking forward to hearing ideas from our readers.

Love,
Silver

Greetings from Amsterdam

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Last month we visited Amsterdam. I’m not big on travelling, which seems to set me apart from the general consensus about travelling being inherently good for you, but I can enjoy a weekend trip here and there and even I, the malcontent traveller, have a list of places I want to see. Amsterdam was certainly on that list and this was our second trip there.

Our first trip was about two and a half years ago, when Silver organized it along with Amanda Palmer concert tickets as my birthday gift. Same as this time, we kept it short, couple of days of walking around and trying to visit some of the “must see” sights of the city.

This time we tackled the city with no particular plan in mind, having done the mandatory museum rounds on our first visit. This meant a full day of wandering around with nothing but Silver’s sense of direction to guide us and a plan to make some gifs instead of photos driving us.This plan ended up having a happy ending, thankfully, as you can probably figure from the flurry of movement below.

It takes a lot longer to edit gifs, so they won’t replace our photos anytime soon, but it’s a fun stunt to pull every once in a while!

I feel like our trip got published in the Daily Prophet.

 

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And that’s it about that!

Smiles,
Kaija

Say hi in twitter @KaijaRudkiewicz

Never grow old.

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I am on a holy mission.

I am on a mission to stay forever young and vigilant, forever excited and positive about life and what it brings, and my only nemesis is called growing old.

Now bear with me for I don’t mean any harm against aging – I’m all for aging and I can’t wait to be smarter, wiser, and more handsome in a way that only a fine aged wine or whisky can be. You know when you see it with some people, and you can’t but admire them.

This has nothing to do with age.

What I am against is the dreading sense of feeling jaded, as if growing old was sucking out all the adventure and surprise out of life, and I don’t like it.

I believe that life should be lived unconventionally. I want to live in an environment of fun and play, where experimenting and dreams rule the day. Where even the craziest of whims get unconditional support, and ambition and greed is not only rewarded, but expected.

And I believe it has to start with the little things in life. Here is a small list of fun, exciting things that we do to keep ourselves challenged.

1. Get a ping pong table.

And get rid of that old dining table! Sure it takes a lot of space, so much we that we had this feeling of “We’ve made a terrible mistake” when got the box home, but it has been all worth it. Trust me – there’s not a person in the world who’s not going to be jealous of it for Ping Pong is not just a great game, it’s also a fun form of exercise.

Sure some may claim it not to be, but they are filthy liars.

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Best fun ever!

Also try: Billiard tables.

 

2. Write on walls.

Just go for it and be a kid again! What’s the worst that can happen? There shouldn’t be anything so sacred in the wall that you couldn’t make a little mark or two on it, and if there is – I recommend you reconsider your relationship to the wall paint. Worst case, you can always repaint it.

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“Bla bla bla bla blaa!” Says Kaija.

3. Learn a new skill.

We thought making a webcomic would be easy; moderately time consuming, but easy. Little did we realize that we weren’t just making a webcomic anymore, but we also had to learn to write blog posts, get groovy with social media and marketing practises, learn graphic design and understand web tech stuff –  all the while trying to better ourselves as storytellers and artists. It has been scary, frustrating and mind-blowingly confusing at times, but if I’d had to start all over again, I’d do it in a second.

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Starting something new and massive is supposed to be scary and difficult, you’re supposed to be filled with self-doubt and dread, for learning is challenging. But out of all the little things, it’s also the most rewarding experience of them all. It will take you to places you never saw coming; you’ll meet people who you admire, with similar passions and mindsets and it will always keep you on your toes, for learning never ends.

Unless you decide to stop learning, and grow old instead.

 

Love,
Silver

Never grow old with me @runfreakrun

ZYARGH! New art in RFR store!

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This is a miracle!

New Run Freak Run art in store!
It’s from one of the first pages of Chapter 7, the one where the Monks of Saint Dominic connect the ominious relic, claimed to be the finger of St. Dominic. Oh what might the Queen be up to this time?

Like always, there’s only one available in the world – and we hope this undead Saint finds a new home soon!

View it in RFR store!

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This is indeed a miracle! Click to enlarge!

 

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No real monks were harmed while making this art. Click to enlarge!

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ZYAAAAAARGH! No real skeletons were harmed either. Click to enlarge!

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From Run Freak Run chapter 7, page 4!

Enter store!

A different kind of post

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I just thought I’d share something weird and non comic/drawing/reading related for a change:

Yesterday Silver sent me this youtube video about “Why women are crazy” from Anna Akana. I was expecting a funny tongue in cheek theory about the subject, but I was surprised Anna was talking about a very familiar sounding observation. One that I observed myself some years ago.

She had noticed that when she’s on the birth control pill she get completely emotionally unstable as opposed to her much calmer regular self. The first time I got on birth control I noticed THE EXACT SAME THING. Especially two weeks into the cycle I could start crying about anything. And I mean anything. Once I started crying because I didn’t feel like brushing my teeth. It’s something that’s always stuck in my memory for it’s sheer ridiculousness.

When I switched to a less strong birth control my mood irrationalities went down a little. Now I mostly get abysmally pessimistic when I get hungry… which probably has nothing to do with my hormone levels. But still, I’m sure there’s something to this theory. Or at least now I know there’s two people in the world experiencing this phenomena.

Some more info about Anna Akana: she is an actress and a writer and she has her own youtube channel.

Some of my favorite videos from her:

Balls, not boobs:

Overactive imagination:

Focus:

(This is a conclusion that I’ve come to too. Storytelling sounds like a great blanket for most of my interest, although I’m still unwilling to give up a lot of hobbies that don’t fit in this box. And so long as I don’t go crazy, I’m probably going to dabble in stuff I don’t have time for!)

Smiles,

Kaija